- You know those days when you get the mean reds?
- The mean reds, you mean like the blues?

- No. The blues are because you're getting fat and maybe it's been
  raining too long,you're just sad that's all. The mean reds are
  horrible. Suddenly you're afraid and you don't know what you're
  afraid of.Do you ever get that feeling?

I feel like a Holy Golightly in a different city.
but
did I tell you how divinely and utterly happy I am?